Jan 14, 2017 11:15
Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day, our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever and ever. Amen.
Been feeling so weird and confused these past few days. I want empathy and gentleness and affection, but I don't know why and I don't know how. I feel frustrated and angry and a little bitter, but again I don't know why, not exactly.
I miss going to church. Yet I haven't put much effort into looking for another to go to.
I feel self-righteous even though I haven't been praying much or thinking about You and what you do or what you want.
I ask that you show me how to be a better daughter to you. Be with me, guide me, talk to me and let me know that it is you and not the confusion of voices that I hear at times that do not make sense to me.
I believe in you my Lord. I know that I am not simple, but niether are you, and please forgive me if I am curious to explore other "ways" at this time as I have always believed that truth is bigger than one book. Please protect me from false knowledge and pride and also give me the morality and good spirit to comprehend any truth with the heart that pleases you.
Thank you,
Shanon