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So here I sit...at work...pretty bored! I just put in an order for Avon! Yea, I think I'm getting like 8 different things for like $50! I'm excited!
Anyhow, last night I worked and came home to a freezing bedroom. I kinda loved it! The air was so crisp and fresh and I was really happy to snuggle up in my blankets. However, I was not happy when I woke up this morning...my jeans were FREEZING.
Another thing I was thinking about a lot yesterday and last night was how I'm insanely different from every person who is in my age bracket...I mean, most people my age (20-30s) are into partying and drinking and having sex with everyone...well not really, but you know what I mean. I'm just not into that and I feel very out of place a lot of the time. Sometimes I feel so mature and at others, I feel so young and naive. I don't know what I want to do with my life in terms of a career really...I'm not as healthy as I used to be (although tomorrow is a new day)...I don't really want to join the kajillion ppl in my age group and be a partier, I really don't think I'd like it. Last night there was a party thrown by one of the people from my work. I shoulda went. Paul called and asked if I was going...I didn't...I couldn't. I was sleeping and had to wake up at 6:30am. Do I need to be that committed to something I'm not doing for the rest of my life??? I coulda also hung out with Ryan and Chris, I didn't do that either. I'm lame I guess...I just don't know what to do or think anymore.
Bah, sometimes it helps to write this shit out! Anyhow, I'm gonna take a quick cat nap! Then it's homework time! Tonight is Grey's Anatomy and tomorrow is hockey!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!
Peace out...
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Anyhow, last night I worked and came home to a freezing bedroom. I kinda loved it! The air was so crisp and fresh and I was really happy to snuggle up in my blankets. However, I was not happy when I woke up this morning...my jeans were FREEZING.
Another thing I was thinking about a lot yesterday and last night was how I'm insanely different from every person who is in my age bracket...I mean, most people my age (20-30s) are into partying and drinking and having sex with everyone...well not really, but you know what I mean. I'm just not into that and I feel very out of place a lot of the time. Sometimes I feel so mature and at others, I feel so young and naive. I don't know what I want to do with my life in terms of a career really...I'm not as healthy as I used to be (although tomorrow is a new day)...I don't really want to join the kajillion ppl in my age group and be a partier, I really don't think I'd like it. Last night there was a party thrown by one of the people from my work. I shoulda went. Paul called and asked if I was going...I didn't...I couldn't. I was sleeping and had to wake up at 6:30am. Do I need to be that committed to something I'm not doing for the rest of my life??? I coulda also hung out with Ryan and Chris, I didn't do that either. I'm lame I guess...I just don't know what to do or think anymore.
Bah, sometimes it helps to write this shit out! Anyhow, I'm gonna take a quick cat nap! Then it's homework time! Tonight is Grey's Anatomy and tomorrow is hockey!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!
Peace out...
Check out the new Icon supplied by x_prettieststar and suggested by lovkoz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!