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So after some introspection I have decided that I just might have a drinking problem. I went out last night and the list of drinks I had is impressive even by my standards(add that to the fact that I do in fact drink everyday). Today I had to go to Medford so Ted and I did. My hands started to shake and I was in a shitty ass mood till I had my first drink. I was complaining about needing a drink every 5 minutes(according to Ted). When your lunch plans revolve around who serves alcoholic drinks well really maybe that's a sign.
Then to rationalize this I found myself saying "I am an addict, I have to feed into one of my addictions or the world is not right."
HHHMMMM...that statement is going to take a lot of examination. But not now as yet again I am drunk...aaahhh...I do love my life though.
Then to rationalize this I found myself saying "I am an addict, I have to feed into one of my addictions or the world is not right."
HHHMMMM...that statement is going to take a lot of examination. But not now as yet again I am drunk...aaahhh...I do love my life though.