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I didnt want a boyfriend because I thought it would be too high-maintenance and I didnt have time for such trivial teenage bullshit. Now, thanks to him, I have more time. A relationship is all about supporting one another, and boy is he supportive. It cant get more amazing than this...I feel like the luckiest, most spoiled girl on the planet- i love, yet hate it.
The only dilemna is...how do I return the favor? He used his time and talent, it seems terrible that I would use money and my sex, especially since thats what weve been discussing this whole time. I dont want to be a hyporcrit! I don't know how to show him that he means the world to me, in the given time frame. My creativity sucks...and he knows it.
I hope I can win him over, hmmm, maybe thats selfish. At least let him leave this god-foresaken town with some positive image?
The only dilemna is...how do I return the favor? He used his time and talent, it seems terrible that I would use money and my sex, especially since thats what weve been discussing this whole time. I dont want to be a hyporcrit! I don't know how to show him that he means the world to me, in the given time frame. My creativity sucks...and he knows it.
I hope I can win him over, hmmm, maybe thats selfish. At least let him leave this god-foresaken town with some positive image?