Time for some new anti-deppresants

[shannwa]

Okay everyone, I think it's time for some new anti-deppresants. This morning/afternoon I was so up, I was so happy and so proud of myself for accomplishing so much and then tonight, I'm so freaking depressed again. I touched up my hair tonight, and something went wrong. Don't know how it happened, or what went wrong (it's the same color I always use and I did it exactly the same way) but when I rinsed and then dried my hair, there were/are two sections (right in the front of course) that look like someone took a lighter and burned the hair away. It's a fairly large section on the left side...the hair that's left is about two inches long and looks AWFUL!! It's like that on the right side, too, but a little less of it, so not as bad. When I saw it, I just broke down in tears. Those heaving, sobbing, can't breathe or talk tears. I told TJ I wasn't leaving the house for ANY reason until it grew back. It's in a place, unfortunately, that I just can't think of any way to cover it. This is so upsetting.
This is how I've been lately. Small things can make me SO happy, or they can bring me SO far down!! I don't think the Zoloft is working...