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Well, I wrote about 2 pages of just things on my mind, but after reading it i realzed it was pointless because, i dont think she even reads live journal anymore.
Anyway, I know that when death comes around everyone says " im never going to do this anymore, im never going to do that..bla bla" but for the most part, its bullshit. People will contradict themselves within a week. I think ive learned a lot within the past couple of weeks. Ive learned a lot about people, and ive realized who my real true friends are, and how i only have 3. I have other "good" friends, but only 3 that i can always really count on. Thats fine with me, i couldnt ask for more, honestly. Ive also realized how ugly people can be no matter the situation. Ugly and selfish actually. Its funny, in a satiric kind of way how someone will go through such great heights to get what they want, even though they dont deserve it at all. I hope you enjoy seeing Brandon. I hope for a lot more, but im just going to stop there.
Anyway, on to something else, im excited for the future, i see my life getting even better. I see myself happy with..myself which is a feeling i really cant wait any longer to experience.
Anyway, I know that when death comes around everyone says " im never going to do this anymore, im never going to do that..bla bla" but for the most part, its bullshit. People will contradict themselves within a week. I think ive learned a lot within the past couple of weeks. Ive learned a lot about people, and ive realized who my real true friends are, and how i only have 3. I have other "good" friends, but only 3 that i can always really count on. Thats fine with me, i couldnt ask for more, honestly. Ive also realized how ugly people can be no matter the situation. Ugly and selfish actually. Its funny, in a satiric kind of way how someone will go through such great heights to get what they want, even though they dont deserve it at all. I hope you enjoy seeing Brandon. I hope for a lot more, but im just going to stop there.
Anyway, on to something else, im excited for the future, i see my life getting even better. I see myself happy with..myself which is a feeling i really cant wait any longer to experience.