Im pretty happy with the way life is going right now, even though not a lot of it is going the way i wanted...i think ive learned to have a more positive outlook on life
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You never told me what the necklace was for. When could you have found the time to anyway. You took advantage of my friendship shannon..on more than one occassion....I have done it before, i'll admit, but at least I can admit it.
I'm not acting like the victim..which is why ive chosen to not talk to you about it anymore..to spare you anymore "serious" conversations. I'm writing in MY journal...not bitching to you.
I'm a bitch to you at points because despite all the shit that happens, and whatever I do to repair this broken friendship, you become the bitch by not showing a care in the world.
You swear all I did was get fucked up with other friends I made. Just because I've tried some drugs doesnt mean thats all I did. Have I not shown that to you? Do i look like a drug-head to you? Please dont assume things. Right there youre showing bitterness for my making other friends...when how could I have not, when all I faced throughout elementary school and middle school was rejection from the people I thought were my best friends? You know what I'm talking about...and you were included with some of those people. It really fucking sucks that I have to tell you this over livejournal of all places...close to the end of our senior year. But this is the most appropriate place because you cant seem to want to give me the time of day to talk in person. Dont blame me for internet arguments, or text messaging problems....they were the only way I could actually get a reaction from you.
I thought you at least had respect for what we had in the past...because if you did, you wouldnt ignore anything I bring to the table.
Please dont read my journal anymore, I dont want anymore drama. So please, lets forget about this shit.
I'm not acting like the victim..which is why ive chosen to not talk to you about it anymore..to spare you anymore "serious" conversations. I'm writing in MY journal...not bitching to you.
I'm a bitch to you at points because despite all the shit that happens, and whatever I do to repair this broken friendship, you become the bitch by not showing a care in the world.
You swear all I did was get fucked up with other friends I made. Just because I've tried some drugs doesnt mean thats all I did. Have I not shown that to you? Do i look like a drug-head to you? Please dont assume things. Right there youre showing bitterness for my making other friends...when how could I have not, when all I faced throughout elementary school and middle school was rejection from the people I thought were my best friends? You know what I'm talking about...and you were included with some of those people. It really fucking sucks that I have to tell you this over livejournal of all places...close to the end of our senior year. But this is the most appropriate place because you cant seem to want to give me the time of day to talk in person. Dont blame me for internet arguments, or text messaging problems....they were the only way I could actually get a reaction from you.
I thought you at least had respect for what we had in the past...because if you did, you wouldnt ignore anything I bring to the table.
Please dont read my journal anymore, I dont want anymore drama. So please, lets forget about this shit.
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