Meh
"I am just worried is all. I don't know how to let her know how scared i am for her because i don't think she will listen or care. I really do care about her more then she will ever know. I just hate seeing this person fall back in to her deep hole. It is frighting to watch and even more scary to know i am powerless. Also to answer the big question from tonight this is the person it is in reference too"
Oh look I get a paragraph of concern in Laura's livejournal. Oh darn. You know I don't know if I should feel happy that she worries or that I offended that she is saying I am falling into a deep hole. Whatever people piss me off.
I haven't spoken to Robert in a civil I love you best friend way since Sunday night, and I haven't spoken to him for more than three seconds since Tuesday. I know that probably sounds like I am exaggerating but I talk to him every day like every fucking day. The sadest part is if this falls apart we didn't even make it to two years. Again I know that makes it sound like we were going out but you know what I mean or should. It is just driving me crazy, I want to call because he isn't online but at the same time I want to give him time and space if that might be what he needs. I am lost a bit and still pretty depressed and kind of sick and ugh!!
Oh look I get a paragraph of concern in Laura's livejournal. Oh darn. You know I don't know if I should feel happy that she worries or that I offended that she is saying I am falling into a deep hole. Whatever people piss me off.
I haven't spoken to Robert in a civil I love you best friend way since Sunday night, and I haven't spoken to him for more than three seconds since Tuesday. I know that probably sounds like I am exaggerating but I talk to him every day like every fucking day. The sadest part is if this falls apart we didn't even make it to two years. Again I know that makes it sound like we were going out but you know what I mean or should. It is just driving me crazy, I want to call because he isn't online but at the same time I want to give him time and space if that might be what he needs. I am lost a bit and still pretty depressed and kind of sick and ugh!!