I am one kid watching machine...LOL
Yup I said it, I am one kid watching machine. As many of you know I have been babysitting like crazy lately and it had really confirmed my career goal to become an elementary teacher. I can honestly not imagine a career that I did not interact with children on an every day basis.
Also as I sat rocking this one year old boy to sleep tonight it made my even more anxious to become a mother. NOT RIGHT NOW OR ANYTHING! But I just don't think my life would be complete without children. Wow I am being really contemplative at the moment. LOL.
Hmm...this is a really heart felt journal, quite unlike many of my others. I think it is basically because I have done alot of thinking lately about what I want out of my life and WHO I want it from. There are things that I want, that I just can't have at the moment. Maybe when people grow up or even just realize what they had, things will change. And if they don't, oh well, I can't do anything to change what is happening. I finally realized that I am just going to let God handle my life. No more worrying about boys,school, or friends. What is meant to be, will be. And for once in my life I am content. With or without him.
Also as I sat rocking this one year old boy to sleep tonight it made my even more anxious to become a mother. NOT RIGHT NOW OR ANYTHING! But I just don't think my life would be complete without children. Wow I am being really contemplative at the moment. LOL.
Hmm...this is a really heart felt journal, quite unlike many of my others. I think it is basically because I have done alot of thinking lately about what I want out of my life and WHO I want it from. There are things that I want, that I just can't have at the moment. Maybe when people grow up or even just realize what they had, things will change. And if they don't, oh well, I can't do anything to change what is happening. I finally realized that I am just going to let God handle my life. No more worrying about boys,school, or friends. What is meant to be, will be. And for once in my life I am content. With or without him.