Dazed and confused...
Wow it feels like I haven't updated in forever, prolly cause I haven't. Hmm...nothing huge lately. Working and hanging our with my girls that's about it.
Ben recently arrived home as I am sure you all seen in Trace's lj. Yah, I don't know about all this. He makes me so happy when I am with him, but I KNOW KNOW KNOW that he doesn't want and isn't ready for a relationship. So I am basically setting myself up for a disappointment. Oh well it is nice having him here for me emotionally and physically for the moment. I know he will always be there for me emotionally, but I guess the physical part is just a bonus...??? LOL! Nah it's not as bad as it sounds people. I swore on my friendship to Jess that I would not have "sex" sex with him, so it's not happening. I love her to death and anything that would ruin our friendship will not happen no matter what the circumstances.
On another note in my life I can't believe that the summer is almost over. It has went by so fast and I can't handle it. I so so excited to go back to school, but I am going to miss so many people: Ben, Sassy, Corey, Casey...and oh yah prolly the parentals too! Oh gee my emotions are just so off right now. I don't know what I want or when I want it. All I know if that I LOVE LOVE LOVE my girls. I don't know what I would have done without them this summer(oh wait I prolly would have SOOOO so much more money) LOL!
Well I better get back to watching Laguna Beach, I love it love it love it!
P.S. Thinking of getting my hair cut like Kristin...let me know what ya think?
Ben recently arrived home as I am sure you all seen in Trace's lj. Yah, I don't know about all this. He makes me so happy when I am with him, but I KNOW KNOW KNOW that he doesn't want and isn't ready for a relationship. So I am basically setting myself up for a disappointment. Oh well it is nice having him here for me emotionally and physically for the moment. I know he will always be there for me emotionally, but I guess the physical part is just a bonus...??? LOL! Nah it's not as bad as it sounds people. I swore on my friendship to Jess that I would not have "sex" sex with him, so it's not happening. I love her to death and anything that would ruin our friendship will not happen no matter what the circumstances.
On another note in my life I can't believe that the summer is almost over. It has went by so fast and I can't handle it. I so so excited to go back to school, but I am going to miss so many people: Ben, Sassy, Corey, Casey...and oh yah prolly the parentals too! Oh gee my emotions are just so off right now. I don't know what I want or when I want it. All I know if that I LOVE LOVE LOVE my girls. I don't know what I would have done without them this summer(oh wait I prolly would have SOOOO so much more money) LOL!
Well I better get back to watching Laguna Beach, I love it love it love it!
P.S. Thinking of getting my hair cut like Kristin...let me know what ya think?