1-29-1955---happy birth day to you !!!

[shannonmywy]

well it's some one specials birthday but i cant just pick up the phone and call her to wish her a verry happy birthday, so i am doing it hear .. happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday dear mommy happy birthday to you !!!!!!! ya know some times i think i have learnd to deal and other times i just wish i would die .. maye so i could see her mabye to stop the pain ... i mean no one realy know's if i will ever see her egain . but there is alway that hope inside of me ..... not that well end up in the same place .. if there is a hevan and hell she is up there and i will be down there so! what to do untill then .. just remember the way things were ...so mom i got you a b irthday cake its carvell i know you liked them .. and well mark's not sure why i got a cake that said happy birthday . he does not need to no it will just upset him and that's not fair to day should be a happy selebrated day ... i did not get you a gift this year im sorry but i have to many of them lying around and not to much cash to spend ... but i did make a grate dinner and we are going to have your cake for desert... i love you mom and miss you like crazzy ..uncle wayne called to day to see how thing's were and if me and the boys could swing by soon as its been for ever since he has see them .... he'll let me know when .. ya know just for dinner and a hello ..... it will be fun im sure ... nana is done with her kemo and radiashon for know she goes to the dr in feb to see if the tomma shrunk and if they can do the surgery . i hope so.... i cant loss her to not know .. but i know she is still hurting over you and misses you very much , we all do!!!! well i guess there is not much more to say for know so im going to go cut the cake for you and ill eat your pice ok .... i miss you and will never forget you and how you were .....

HAPPY BIRTH DAY MOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!