i just wona brake sometihng or some one
well it is afishell i fucking hate my life my marige and my house ...
why was i so fucking stupid as to dump ever penny i worked for in to this house ... know i am were i new i would be hating it all with no money to get out becouse i sank iy all in to the purchese of this hell hole fucking house ..... and my fucking sucky life ... i cant take no more i just wish they would all fucking die .... i know that sucks to sya but my life will never be normal untill they do ... my mom was wright i should never had stayed with him ... i should have know years ago it would never be about me or mark but rather him and his family ... why was i so fucking stupid ???? i hate my life and wish i was dead ... and that way i could sleep and have a normal life .. six feet under with no one to bother me ... sounds like a fucking vacation to me ......
why was i so fucking stupid as to dump ever penny i worked for in to this house ... know i am were i new i would be hating it all with no money to get out becouse i sank iy all in to the purchese of this hell hole fucking house ..... and my fucking sucky life ... i cant take no more i just wish they would all fucking die .... i know that sucks to sya but my life will never be normal untill they do ... my mom was wright i should never had stayed with him ... i should have know years ago it would never be about me or mark but rather him and his family ... why was i so fucking stupid ???? i hate my life and wish i was dead ... and that way i could sleep and have a normal life .. six feet under with no one to bother me ... sounds like a fucking vacation to me ......