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[shannonmywy]

well i guess i am going to have to make this man go away faster than i thought . he just does not get it .. so if he is such an adult that he can do what ever he wishes so am iand as the adult i do not have to be married to some one i dont like or so one that has changed in to somthing i hate. so if he does not have to change theni dont have to

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I love you

[broken333]

Sis, I love you. YOu should know that by now. Your my family. So are my two nephews. I know you would never ask me for a fucking dime, EVER. I know my father or whomever has alot more to give. Whatever you need of me, time, an ear, cash, a babysitter, a brain to bounce ideas off of, whatever, I'm here. I love you and I love my family. It hurts to see you hurt, I'm almost close to crying now. I don't care what I need to do I want to help you, because your part of my family. I don't care if that means 1 dollar a week or 100. If thats what will help you, I WANT to do it. If it means helping you find somebody to take care of the runts, I WANT to do it.

Your never a burden on me, you've only ever been a blessing.

Please don't ever forget that.

I love you,
--Al

Re: I love you

[shannonmywy]

yes i love you to but i could not and will not ask or take help from you . ok .. good .. but i do thank you for the thought and that is what counts. any how i love you to and will finde a way to fix this as i always do . it takes years to get this bad and it will not fix night , but it is hard to get out of debt when all you get bye is to charge it if you need it . and try to psy it off at the same time. but i am back to work so i can only hope that i can stop using the cards and over draft know that i will have the ot . it was my 6 weeks off . at 60% i was geting 300.0 a week and my house is 15000.00 so i was under from there .. but any how dont worrie i will fix it some how ok ..

love ya
sis

[eatsillypuddy]

Shannon, I love you like you were my own sister and if there is ever ANYTHING that I can do please let me know. Like I said, I don't have much, but I am always willing to watch the boys for you over the summer if you need a sitter. Just call. Don't be afraid to ask, I'm more than happy to help whenever and however possible.
Allan and I were talking about it this, and it really pains us to see you so upset. I hope you figure things out soon.
I think we already came with a plan for a birthday gift that I'm sure you'll really like :) <--I mention it now, over two months early, because I know you could really use it ASAP.

Ps.

[eatsillypuddy]

By the way, you have to add me to your friends list!

Re: Ps.

[shannonmywy]

you are on my friends list ...

ash it is very kind of you to offer to help but i need to do this on my Owen. i relay think that some one is out to get me. i dont know why try so hard to get ahead and every time i do i fall father behind then i was in the first place. and i think i am a nice person i try to help every one i can and i try to never say no. but i guess my life is just one big fucking joke and at this point IM not even shore i feel like trying any more i just fell like giving up .. becoming a welfare case and a junky. then i don't have to kill my self at work and if i am all jammed up i will not feel the pain of falling ...but i guess i will not go that rout cuss of the kids...

Don't think I do not appreciate the offer i realy do . I just cant take the help I need to do it on my Owen.

thank you
Shannon

Ps can I have your new cell number ????