"WILL I EVER GET TO SEE THE ENDING TO MY STORY?"
so... it's been a long day, and way too short a weekend. i was at the school for a long time earlier... way too long. i had to take EIGHT finals, and that was the last thing i wanted to do, anyday. the good news is, i'm pretty sure i aced them all(knocking on wood) about this weekend. patrick managed, without knowing of my insecurities, to erase them all. he's home for me and there's never going to be anyone better for me in any aspect. he's too perfect; perhaps that's what scares me. i love him, that much is undeniable. and he loves me, this i know for sure. he needs me, and i need him, and there's nothing i can think of that should ever attempt to get in the way of that. it will be an ongoing struggle until the day we can be together freely forever, but it's one i'm willing to bare. and with his help, i know i'll make it through. i love patrick.
shae.
shae.