i am sooooooo drained
i have been anything but my usual ball of energy self lately. i kinda miss it. im sure it has something to do with my hectic list of events in the past week or so, so im not too worried about it.
i spent some time with my brother tonight. that was awesome. i really love that guy, and ill be really sad when its time for him to leave again. everytime he comes home its the same. akward at first, but when we remember how much we have in common, and were able to talk about the same bands, and laugh about the same things, its an absolute blast. but, as distance usually does to relationships, it all melts away, and wont materialize again until the next two-week session, six months from now. i miss how our family used to be when we all lived together. it was a much much happier place. i mean, were not the adamms family or anything, but we dont laugh nearly as much. it makes home a place that i dont want to be away from. it wouldnt be quite so bad if he went to a school locally, and we got to see him every couple of months or so, but in colorado, i dont even talk to him every couple of months, let alone see him. i wouldnt want him to be anywhere else though. im so phenomenoly proud of him, and i know that out of all of his friends, hell be the most successful because of where he is and how hard hes working. i really love that boy.
amanda hoffman came over, and he ate dinner with my family and watched the notebook together. oh wow it feels so good just to get togehter with another girl and have a girly night. i loved it. shes an awesome girl, and we have SO much in common! i really hope it can happen again some time soon.
as for now, i think ill go watch monk or something. my summer nights havent been all that eventful so far. im actually kind of excited to get school goin again. i miss a lot of people i havent seen in a while.
well have a great night everybody! love you!
~shannon krista
i spent some time with my brother tonight. that was awesome. i really love that guy, and ill be really sad when its time for him to leave again. everytime he comes home its the same. akward at first, but when we remember how much we have in common, and were able to talk about the same bands, and laugh about the same things, its an absolute blast. but, as distance usually does to relationships, it all melts away, and wont materialize again until the next two-week session, six months from now. i miss how our family used to be when we all lived together. it was a much much happier place. i mean, were not the adamms family or anything, but we dont laugh nearly as much. it makes home a place that i dont want to be away from. it wouldnt be quite so bad if he went to a school locally, and we got to see him every couple of months or so, but in colorado, i dont even talk to him every couple of months, let alone see him. i wouldnt want him to be anywhere else though. im so phenomenoly proud of him, and i know that out of all of his friends, hell be the most successful because of where he is and how hard hes working. i really love that boy.
amanda hoffman came over, and he ate dinner with my family and watched the notebook together. oh wow it feels so good just to get togehter with another girl and have a girly night. i loved it. shes an awesome girl, and we have SO much in common! i really hope it can happen again some time soon.
as for now, i think ill go watch monk or something. my summer nights havent been all that eventful so far. im actually kind of excited to get school goin again. i miss a lot of people i havent seen in a while.
well have a great night everybody! love you!
~shannon krista