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Oh my gosh. The past few weeks my parents have been irking the the hell out of me (i apologize ahead of time for the language, because i'll most likely use some more of it, but SO mad right now). they're boundries are so freaking tight, and they're expectations are so ridiculously outrageous that right now, at this given moment, if given the opportunity, i would more than happily pack up my things and go live with another family. now i realize in a couple hours when things seem all peachy again i wont feel such strong urges to get out, but just to illustrate my point, im mad. i do not understand what goes through their heads. for one thing--do you know what time i have to be home at night? even on weekends? wait a mintue, did i say night? its more like late afternoon, because i have to be home at freaking 10:30 p.m. do you know what the reason for that is? supposedly, my parents cannot sleep when im gone. well take some sleeping pills!! seriously!! that is not my problem...who cares...learn to get over it. yea im only fifteen, and thats not exactly all grown up, but im not a little girl anymore, and they need to learn to deal with the fact that, especially since they act the way that they've been acting latly, i will be around this house as little as possible, and with every opportunity that i get, i will leave. and it's not just the rediculous curfews that bug me. it's everything. theyre so strict.