Dec 25, 2005 02:51
Its Christmas eve and my dad never showed up. Hes drunk and its 3 am and I have been ballin my eyes out. I dont no why I have to beg him to be a part of my life. Sooo hes sleeping at his mistress's house, no not his girlfriends. I learned that after making a few phone calls. I dont no why he does this and I believe him everytime. Yah I'll be there, thats a load of shit. I always believe everything he tells me, I never learn my lesson even tho I should. Well I guess now I can try and go to sleep now, since waiting up is pointless. at 9 o clock when I called him he told me his was coming. God, if he wasnt coming he could have just told me and spared me the tears.
Merry Christmas Everyone