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Jun 15, 2009 02:17

Its unbelievable to me how disrespectful some people can be.
I can really say now guys fully think with their penis and NOT with their heads.
Does the word boyfriend mean nothing anymore?!
It frustrating that i'm even put in these situations.
I can't even trust my best friend anymore, i though you were different..
but i guess your still a guy too.
Alcohol can really ruin things sometimes.

I can't even enjoy myself anymore with old friends.

It was such a good night until three guys had to go do stupid shit:

you i really expected it from although you surprisingly were the least of my worries last night.
I feel kind of bad for you because you are so lonely, and it scares the shit out of you.
So instead of doing things the right way you just push major limits to get with someone you think you can get with because you've hooked up with them before,
news flash thats NOT how it works.
Get the fuck over it and do things the proper way.
stop feeling sorry for yourself and move on,
& in the opposite direction of me.

you are just plain retarded i've known you since we were 5?
and what is thattttt?!
I am beyond surprised, like.... its you!.. this stuff isn't supposed to happen
I was blown away that you would even try something like that.
your the one with all the advice,
you always say how amazing my relationship is and how i can never loose that.
and yet it was cool to do what you did?!
really?
your judgment is way more then a little skewed when your drinking my friend.
& were supposed to move in together next year?

You, you are the one that disappointed me the most.
I can't say a lot.
I trusted you, with everything in me.
You were like my brother.
We slept in the same bed over and over again.
and for some reason now you cant keep it in your pants?
we've known each other for almost six years.
your one of my best friends,
and you do that? to your poor girlfriend?
and your friend/my boyfriend?
it hurt me a lot, and i know you know what you did.
and i hope you don't think your going to get away without talking about it.
cause thats not going to happen so stop pretending,
and own up to what you did,
so we can at least try to fix it?
i wish i knew what in the world was going through your head when you repeatedly tried what you did.
so so shocked by last night.
you really messed up.

I'm starting to wonder, is it me?
what do i do to attract this shit.
I like to think i'm a good respectable girlfriend.
but things happening lately are making me think otherwise.

What makes all this shit okay in some peoples eyes?
is it because i'm a pushover?
is it because i'm too nice and people know i wont fight back?
if thats what it is there are going to be some big changes in the way i deal with things from now on.

it was just supposed to be a nice night for a friends birthday.
but instead it turned into this.
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