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Wednesday I went to dinner with a sponsee of mine. We went out to Noche in Virginia Highlands for tapas before a meeting. Anyways, Christina drove by and honked and waved when we were waiting to cross the street. I waived we went on with our day. Anyways, an inside source told me that she went home and was gossiping about how “I saw Shannon at a bar with some girl and i pulled over but she refused to wave to me” and a person I had formerly held dear to my heart and looked up to, Jeremy, said “what step is she working 1 or 13”. So apparently I am quite the hot one to gossip about. I am hitting up bars everywhere in my quest to 13 step people. I am some kind of serial 13th stepper on the loose. I don’t care that Christina said that. I know she doesn’t love me and I don’t need her too. But Jeremy hurts. I have always looked up to him and loved him. I am sad that he would make jokes at my expense. I have been written off. I am apparently a “bad seed” to a lot of people I used to depend on for support. Its okay. I have found a new place in this world. I have new people to lean on. But it still makes me sad. George wants me to participate in the Alumni. I don’t really want to be around anyone from the Alumni.