Daily Post
i think tomorrow im going to go to my dad and tell him that i
dont want to talk about it
dont want him to talk to me about it and
that i just want to forget about the whole ugly fucking thing
things wont be like they used to be and i dont think i could ever tell him anything or trust him ever again but fuck it, he fucked up not me. i think thats all i wanted to post about for now. im feeling this odd feeling of contentment. not like happiness but about seventy percent there.
i actually think i had a good summer again. usually my summer suck but hell this one seemed to go ok, besides my sister leave and matt being mad at me and being kicked out and not showing my tongue down guys thoats but it wasnt too bad. i just need a job and to focus on what i want to do with myself you know. im sort of ready for school to start now i miss everyone not the teachers but everyone.
dont want to talk about it
dont want him to talk to me about it and
that i just want to forget about the whole ugly fucking thing
things wont be like they used to be and i dont think i could ever tell him anything or trust him ever again but fuck it, he fucked up not me. i think thats all i wanted to post about for now. im feeling this odd feeling of contentment. not like happiness but about seventy percent there.
i actually think i had a good summer again. usually my summer suck but hell this one seemed to go ok, besides my sister leave and matt being mad at me and being kicked out and not showing my tongue down guys thoats but it wasnt too bad. i just need a job and to focus on what i want to do with myself you know. im sort of ready for school to start now i miss everyone not the teachers but everyone.