Daily Post
It seems like i am always out of the loop with things go on, and no one comes to me for advise or answers. myabe its better that way sometimes. i wouldnt want people always comming up to me being like oh ohh what will i ever do. yeah that would blow. but somthings id just like to be informed about. i feel so helpless and insignifigant lately and all i am looking for is a high. people say im "getting out of hand" but then dont know shit. i am very in control its not even like i do anything at all. im not anything more then little old shannon. nothings changed just some umm minor ajustments and no one even notices. if i went and hung out with anyone they wouldnt be able to tell if i was sober or high. but i dont even care what people thinks its my life and if they dont like it they can just fuck off i can take care of myself. ive got some good friends behind me to suport me.... i hope. i dont know things are just so fucked lately. im out.