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I am actually going to use this to express my feelings instead of saying what I have been up to.
well I am scared about a lot of things. Im scared I annoy people so much sometimes that I will just drive them away from me. I am scared for Terry. I am scared of not getting into Rowan. Im scared no one actually wants to listen to my problems and they think I amjust wasting their time. Im just scared right now. maybe scared is a to dramatic word to use. maybe worried fits better. yeah I'll use that one instead. my emotions are an up and down roller coaster. I will go from extremely happy and laughing to crying my eyes out. no one knows what to tell me either because I guess there is not much to say plus I am probly putting them into an awkward postion. I just guess I am going through a stupid phase. well it sucks. I like just being happy but life is not perfect.
here comes the tears..