I'd love to hate you
It was your tone, that told me when to hide
It was the lump in my throat and I knew something died
And when I heard those words, you can't describe the pain
This time, I don't think there's a chance for us again
And I screamed, and they asked if someone was dead
she said she dreamed it was me
But no, just my heart instead
I wanna pity you, cause you just fucked up so bad
I wanna hit you too, I think you'll understand
Took away my truths and my fantasy
If you were here, maybe then you'd see
I honestly believe you meant forever
I though you were stronger
I'm only 20....but 4 yrs is still a long damn time
I thought it'd be so much longer, that I'd have called you mine
It was the lump in my throat and I knew something died
And when I heard those words, you can't describe the pain
This time, I don't think there's a chance for us again
And I screamed, and they asked if someone was dead
she said she dreamed it was me
But no, just my heart instead
I wanna pity you, cause you just fucked up so bad
I wanna hit you too, I think you'll understand
Took away my truths and my fantasy
If you were here, maybe then you'd see
I honestly believe you meant forever
I though you were stronger
I'm only 20....but 4 yrs is still a long damn time
I thought it'd be so much longer, that I'd have called you mine