May 12, 2007 23:08
I can't believe that I am a Senior. Of course, I don't want to think about this fact because that means a) that most of my friends are gone. I mean, I love my friends in 08, 09 and 2010, but really, my best friends were Bond Girls. And b) that means that I (for my sanity) need to start thinking about post-graduation as well. I mean, I hate to even be thinking about these things since they just graduated today; it almost feels like cheating. But I mean, there is no point in denying the inevitable. I have to confront the fact that most of my friends are not going to be there next year when I move in and they won't be there next to me at Trackside either: no karaoke on Thursday with Kolbi, Katie and friends, no fun times in Whitney Brown's room listening to showtunes, none of that.
However, I don't doubt that new memories will be made. I will meet new people and I will rekindle friendships that I may have been lacking on. It provides new opportunities and new things to cherish. Sure, its going to be so weird at first, but I know that I'm strong (and dare I say it, feisty) and I will push through it. I still have some of the best friends a girl could ask for and next year, those friendships will be solidified; I have no doubts.
Good luck 007. I won't ever say goodbye; I'll only say "see you soon".