What's so special over there?
I've always prided myself on being some sort of an anomaly. But DAMN seems like I'm the only one that doesn't know that everyone else can read my mind. It's so odd when you find out you've been sitting nakedly in front of people when you originally thought you were bundled up warmly. My nipples are hard amd not in a good way. If my mind ends up in one place, does it always take the same beaten path? NO.
One person can only contain so much happiness and sunshine and give it out unconditionally with nothing in return for so long. That's what I like to think of my smile, like sunshine. I like to think I can get that effect if I think when I am smiling. Maybe someone will feel warmer, or someones day brighter. I believe in the little things that count. I don't mind not getting any recognition sometimes. But when people make me feel like I don't deserve anything really cuts deep. Cause if that's true, what am I doing all of this for. (then the kinetic energy of the hypothetical conversation eventually rolls around to me going on as I did because it's just the right thing to do).
It's always the right thing to do. Nobody else sees the effort. They all see the end. Well next time someone wants to say something rude, or critical, check yourself.
One person can only contain so much happiness and sunshine and give it out unconditionally with nothing in return for so long. That's what I like to think of my smile, like sunshine. I like to think I can get that effect if I think when I am smiling. Maybe someone will feel warmer, or someones day brighter. I believe in the little things that count. I don't mind not getting any recognition sometimes. But when people make me feel like I don't deserve anything really cuts deep. Cause if that's true, what am I doing all of this for. (then the kinetic energy of the hypothetical conversation eventually rolls around to me going on as I did because it's just the right thing to do).
It's always the right thing to do. Nobody else sees the effort. They all see the end. Well next time someone wants to say something rude, or critical, check yourself.