I still think Chili's makes the best chocolate cake on earth.
I think it's fascinating how extra time makes a person so incredibly introspective. I always love the first four days of any break. Winter, spring, and summer vacations are always incredible for the first four or five days. I've found that after these days, the boredom starts to kick in and then one becomes an over-analyst. Of course I'm not complaining about the time off...sleeping is pretty much my third favorite thing to do, but now with all the time I just sit. and think. And think some more.and then sit. I mean sure I could be doing my lit project, which I have actually started, but I don't really want to work at this present moment. It's amazing really. Thinking about how often each of us delve into our thoughts. If it were more influential, I would consider being a psychologist. How and why we think about different subjects is really interesting.
Obviously, I have too much time on my hands.
In other news, our eyes are overly sensitive. Any time any foreign object lodges itself in our eyes, it feels like a leaf or bug is in it, when in reality it's and eyelash. Weird, right?
I've become really attached to everyone lately. I am not a sentimental or emotional person by nature, but lately I've been continuously thinking about how much I love the people around me.
Eighteen is such an age. I hate to generalize, but I think I may anyway. I feel like we all want to change something and have these amazing expectations of life or the at least the possibilities that life may provide. It's such a wonderful feeling being uncorrupted or choosing to ignore the corruption. Thinking about the future ... who we'll love, what we'll love, how we'll react to aging, what our influence will be, how we'll be remembered ... all of these thoughts are such luxuries of being eighteen. Although I have and will always believe in the inherent good of people, I know that there is no time that will compare to the present, in which I will believe so strongly in change for the better. I hope I hold on to thinking people can change positively, no matter the circumstance. Yes, I know I'm idealistic. Whatever.
I keep wavering between becoming healthy and exercising often or just not caring. I wish I had more will power in regard to being physically healthy. I guess there are worse things.
Haha, see what all this extra time does to me?