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First week of classes. Not so optimistic at the moment. I decided to choose some of the toughest classes offered for my last semester, why? I have no idea. We'll see how things go.
Me and Jessie went to dinner tonight and on the way back, I don't know how, we got into a discussion of the typical UT girl. And we realized how fucked up our school is. Only at UT will you find girls going to the gym wearing pearls with full on make up. Only here will you see girls go to class in hot pink stiletto heels. And even on "bummy" days, you will see girls "bumming it" in Juicy Couture sweatpants which, really, is hardly bumming it. I am so sick of the people at this school. So much emphasis is placed on looking perfect all the time, and I admit, I have fallen victim to it sometimes. But not like others. They need to walk around with Coach bags and $200 jeans and talk about hanging out at the pool all the time. And they're proud of it. They're proud that the heaviest thought that popped in their head is how fat they THINK they are. And of course the guys all fall into it. I almost feel bad for them when they go into the real world and see that normal girls aren't all blondes who fake bake and spend $50 a week on mani/pedis. It makes me so mad that there is so much real culture lacking on this campus. We say we're a great international campus but we are still admitting the same people. And I wonder how that happens. I mean, people don't send in pictures with their applications (well, some do) so how is it that we keep picking these incredibly ditzy, brainwashed girls who plan their weeks around beach and bar time.
Okay, I know that is random and rant-y, but ugh. Today I saw a girl in pink stiletto heels, walking to class and I just got so disgusted. When I was at Pitt, I rarely saw girls walking around randomly going to class in heels. Shit, half the campus didn't even WEAR makeup. I miss that real world. I cannot wait to graduate. I cannot wait to get out of this Barbie hell. And apologies for the small percentage of girls who do not walk around like total sluts.
Sooo, new plan: act then feel. I'm sick of everything having to be planned with me. I just want to do an action. To do anything. And then I'm gonna dissect it. Then I'm going to decide if it was right or not. And if not, shit, I just learned something new. We'll see how that goes. It's been hard so far...I keep second guessing things. I don't like that. I'm just gonna do it. Well, at the moment "it" isn't anything in particular but in general.
I suppose that's all for now.
Me and Jessie went to dinner tonight and on the way back, I don't know how, we got into a discussion of the typical UT girl. And we realized how fucked up our school is. Only at UT will you find girls going to the gym wearing pearls with full on make up. Only here will you see girls go to class in hot pink stiletto heels. And even on "bummy" days, you will see girls "bumming it" in Juicy Couture sweatpants which, really, is hardly bumming it. I am so sick of the people at this school. So much emphasis is placed on looking perfect all the time, and I admit, I have fallen victim to it sometimes. But not like others. They need to walk around with Coach bags and $200 jeans and talk about hanging out at the pool all the time. And they're proud of it. They're proud that the heaviest thought that popped in their head is how fat they THINK they are. And of course the guys all fall into it. I almost feel bad for them when they go into the real world and see that normal girls aren't all blondes who fake bake and spend $50 a week on mani/pedis. It makes me so mad that there is so much real culture lacking on this campus. We say we're a great international campus but we are still admitting the same people. And I wonder how that happens. I mean, people don't send in pictures with their applications (well, some do) so how is it that we keep picking these incredibly ditzy, brainwashed girls who plan their weeks around beach and bar time.
Okay, I know that is random and rant-y, but ugh. Today I saw a girl in pink stiletto heels, walking to class and I just got so disgusted. When I was at Pitt, I rarely saw girls walking around randomly going to class in heels. Shit, half the campus didn't even WEAR makeup. I miss that real world. I cannot wait to graduate. I cannot wait to get out of this Barbie hell. And apologies for the small percentage of girls who do not walk around like total sluts.
Sooo, new plan: act then feel. I'm sick of everything having to be planned with me. I just want to do an action. To do anything. And then I'm gonna dissect it. Then I'm going to decide if it was right or not. And if not, shit, I just learned something new. We'll see how that goes. It's been hard so far...I keep second guessing things. I don't like that. I'm just gonna do it. Well, at the moment "it" isn't anything in particular but in general.
I suppose that's all for now.