Nov 27, 2005 20:33
Alright well Ashley made one and so did Kelly so why not. Adressed to the circle, now Pat and Jon have to post one of these ^.^
First off to Kelly, i don't know what type of person i would be with out you. I wouldn't be as outgoing, as perverted, or know as many people. Thanks for helping me with the tough times. I know that you think that you could never repay me for as much as i helped you but you have i think. Your a very stable support when someone needs it and a good shoulder to cry on. Who eles would i watch Phantom with. Hahaha 1999 was close to a porno. We've had so many laughs and had alot of fun when we skipped school. Haha your mom filling the house with smoke. Ill always be here for you Kel, and help you inflate your pride at times <3<3<3<3
Pat, well backin down Hoey lane was a trip. I haven't seen you in a while or talked to you that often. And when ever we talk it always seems to be about Ashley. I don't know you as well as the rest of the circle, but maybe in time ill learn more about you. Hey, sailing is not for losers! Just because you have a huge motor boat doesn't mean that sail boats aren't as cool. Your a good person to vent anger with (not on as some people do ::cough::) and ill always be here if you need to talk.
Jon, well it was fun when it lasted but good things never seem to last. We never talk anymore, at all. I miss talking to you and i wish i could have be more of a support this past week yet im sure Ashley was beside you as i would have been. I dont know how to describe how i feel towards you. My love has turned to only a friendship, and i still am greatly dissapointed in you, but ill always be here when others aren't. Hopefully you still remember my number because i don't think you ever memorized it. And i hope your happy where ever life may take you to, maybe Virginia or remain here, just don't base your decision on silly reasons.
Ashley, same goes for you. I don't know how to describe my feelings towards you. I don't know if you consider me a best friend anymore, but i don't know if i consider you more than an accuantance. I don't trust you, i agree with Kelly that your the cause of the circle breaking up, i think your selfish, a stuck up spoiled rich kid, and over dramatic. You used to be my best friend, i could rely on you for anything and would do anything to help you out too. I couldn't stand to see you upset in the 'Ashley corner', but now i don't know what to think. Your in your own little La La land whether you relize it or not. You might not also relize how you take people for granted and think they will still be around after you betray then and take your anger out on them. I see this side of you as does many other people like Kelly, Pat, and Oni. You need to find yourself Ashley, and stop being a fake. Stop tring to fit in the crowd. Prove to me you are no longer a fake, and maybe then ill consider you a friend once more. Yet i still want to do a duet with you.