feelin crappy

[shannon15]

im not in a good mood right now. i have been doing a math project all day. yes--a math project. thanks a lot mrs. latterner aka the worst teacher ever!!! i cant stand her. and im so confused about stuff right now. someone likes me and i dont like him back. i dont!! and my mom isnt helping. shes like oh he's so sweet and oh you should ask him to the sadie hawkins dance. blah! i like him as a friend but no more. i wish ppl would just freakin accept that! but of course i wish i did have someone to spend valentine's day with. but of course i dont and i wont and it sucks to think i have to come to school and watch all the lovely happy couples worship each other. love sucks sometimes. it really does. i swear....sometimes i think there is no one out there that will ever be for me. i dont know. but i just wish valentines day would come and go fast. it's the suckiest day of the year. at least for me. maybe i'll wear black...lol. ok well another busy week this week. sometimes i just think when will i ever have time to take a breath and slow down. but whatever. i need to go talk to someone. later.

xoxo-shannon