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Today was great. I slept in and spent the rest of the day with Nick, it was really nice. We went to b&n, visited Joe at Circuit City, went to Stop & Shop and ran into Stefan and Matt, while getting cheap Ben & Jerry's. Other than that, the only socialization today was with my Mom. The three of us got along really well, and it felt really good. She made us grilled ham & cheese and we had light conversations. I know it won't be like this all of the time, us together constantly, but we'll get there soon enough. For now, I'm glad he's home and well, it's the holidays. It's assumed we will be inseparable through New Years. Still having trouble believing that this is it, no more Lasell! My faith in our love is being restored as well, as it should be. It's just that we both care about each other so much, how could such a silly thing come between us? We've been through so much it doesn't make sense to be apart, unless of course we no longer felt the same for each other. It just feels so good, I know all isn't as good as it could be at the moment, and it will take time for the both of us to get back to that point, but our love is so pure. It's so real. It's reciprocated. Even if one or both of us has a bad day, we're always there for each other at the end of the day. That's what counts, that we support each other through the good and bad times. I feel so lucky to be experiencing something like this. I know it's not what everybody wants at this stage in their life, but it's fitting for me. It's not like we could help our feelings even if we tried. I feel all warm inside hahaha. It will always be okay with us, I know I need not worry. That's what counts. Good night and merry Christmas eve eve.