woah, its been a while.

Feb 16, 2005 10:56

Long time no talk!
I havnt had a computer in over a month or two. Maybe even three.
A lot has happened in my life sense then.

My brother and his girlfriend are going to be having a baby together.
Their now living in my grandma's upstairs so they can save money together.
Today they went to the hospital and found out that their having a girl, I cant freakin wait!
Alone from being the aunt i'm also going to be the godmother, how exciting!

All my friends who I was friends with before..Eesh,Krystal,Steph and Nicole
I'm no longer friends with them.
Things were said that shouldnt have been said and friendships were lost,
but in the end I really dont care because I guess I got to see who my true friends are.

I'm growing up, now being in 12th grade and having to focus on college and getting a job.
Theres a lot of things I have to focus on more than fighting with people dealing with stupid
high school drama. I'm not writing this to start a fight in anyway, so dont take it as that.
It really scares me that I'm going to be graduating in less than 4 months! I have no clue what
I'm going to be doing after this...Working at the zoo?...Being an English teacher? Will I have the
money to even put me all the way through college?
I dont want to end up like my brother pumping portapotties and I dont want to be like my mom
working at the same place for 27 years getting paid shit.
I wont do it! I wont.

I guess right now all I have to be thinking about is
the people that love me and making the rest of my senior year the best
it can be.
Granduation I long for you and at the same time, I'm scared of you.

On a lighter note I'm in the Wizard of Oz play at school.
I'm a munchkin, a tree and an Ozein.
Everyone should come and see the play because a lot of hard work
is put into this and I think everyone will really enjoy it and be amazed with
all the details.

I'll try to update more and more
and hopefully I'll be getting my new computer soon.
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