Depressed again
So I'm feeling depressed again. I haven't been well these past few months. I keep getting abdominal pains and having to take the depot injection every 3 months as well as taking the zoely tablet.... it could be I'm getting side effects from that or it could be something even more sinister than that. I wanna get an MRI on my abdomen but that costs $450 and it's not like I have that kinda money just laying around. I keep thinking that the abdominal pains might be cancer. It might not even be that but I can't help thinking about it. It's really been on my mind a lot.