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im home. its weird.
this is the first time i have wanted to go back already. i dont like it. being here just reminds me of the past, and not the good things. i guess everyone feels the same way at some point. my stomach hurts....it has for a while, its the spleen.
sometimes i get scared that i will never get married. sometimes i think ill never fall in love and have the movie life i am hoping for.
people this year are lazy, wheres the fucking christmas lights?
this is the first time i have wanted to go back already. i dont like it. being here just reminds me of the past, and not the good things. i guess everyone feels the same way at some point. my stomach hurts....it has for a while, its the spleen.
sometimes i get scared that i will never get married. sometimes i think ill never fall in love and have the movie life i am hoping for.
people this year are lazy, wheres the fucking christmas lights?