I'm my Own Best Friend
I wish i could figure out my life. I wish I could figure out boys. I learned so many lessons in the last two years that i dont even know where to begin.
I realized that you have to live for yourself and that you cant/shouldnt give your heart away to anyone because truth... shit happens and anyday at anytime things could change. I dont think i ever want another boyfriend again because it is so annoying. I hate the whole like gettin to know someone and gettin so comfy and going thur all the holidays and meeting the parents and than 2 years later or so it is worthless. I think im going to save myself and not have a boyfriend. The last time i wanted to go on a break from boys is Junior year of high school 4 years ago i was so like fuck the world dont want it and I found Josh and thought you know this is it.. BUt it is never it.. No matter who i get with next im always going to think this is for rite now so dont thing so much into it.
LOve is crap.. you say all these things when you 2gether and when you break up the truth comes out bout how u think about each other and so on. BULLSHIT. I havent felt like shit in a long time and i actually really do rite now. I just want to sleep and never wake up. Than maybe people who take back everything that they once did or said to me. YOu always need a real tradegy to get people to miss you.
I hate broken promises and guys thinking that they are so different than all the rest. Truth is they are all the same. ALways will be.
For once im gonna do something for myself and learn to live by myself and realize that i dont needd ANY guy to make me feel 100% happy.Im my own best friend and im gonna stick with me till the end.
I realized that you have to live for yourself and that you cant/shouldnt give your heart away to anyone because truth... shit happens and anyday at anytime things could change. I dont think i ever want another boyfriend again because it is so annoying. I hate the whole like gettin to know someone and gettin so comfy and going thur all the holidays and meeting the parents and than 2 years later or so it is worthless. I think im going to save myself and not have a boyfriend. The last time i wanted to go on a break from boys is Junior year of high school 4 years ago i was so like fuck the world dont want it and I found Josh and thought you know this is it.. BUt it is never it.. No matter who i get with next im always going to think this is for rite now so dont thing so much into it.
LOve is crap.. you say all these things when you 2gether and when you break up the truth comes out bout how u think about each other and so on. BULLSHIT. I havent felt like shit in a long time and i actually really do rite now. I just want to sleep and never wake up. Than maybe people who take back everything that they once did or said to me. YOu always need a real tradegy to get people to miss you.
I hate broken promises and guys thinking that they are so different than all the rest. Truth is they are all the same. ALways will be.
For once im gonna do something for myself and learn to live by myself and realize that i dont needd ANY guy to make me feel 100% happy.Im my own best friend and im gonna stick with me till the end.