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ok so yea i think im offically ignored by my mom .. everytime i try and talk 2 her it is always like shhh come on shan ..like wtf did i do.. it is so stressful .. i really cant wait until i get out of this shit hole and im doing so much better than everyone in this house and i want them 2 come 2 me and im gonan be like .. oooo so now u wanna listen 2 me and hear wat i want 2 say.. than she wonders why all her kids are depressed and wanna kill themselves.. ugh wateva.. bad day already for me maybe because im not in the mood..
at least today is a short day at school than work .. than seeing my love :)
as of last night what i notice is that .. i have a boyfriend in front of me that just wants 2 be let in my life and i tend to kinda not let him because my whole life people came and went and no one was ever really interested in wat i have 2 say. i think startin 2 day im gonan let him and see how that goes...
at least today is a short day at school than work .. than seeing my love :)
as of last night what i notice is that .. i have a boyfriend in front of me that just wants 2 be let in my life and i tend to kinda not let him because my whole life people came and went and no one was ever really interested in wat i have 2 say. i think startin 2 day im gonan let him and see how that goes...