It's been 12 hours....
And I miss her so much.
I know I don't post much on this thing, and if I do, while it may be deep and thought provoking, I don't think I've had a truely personal emotional posting in a very long time. I just don't do them. I don't really feel like this is the best medium for those emotions and as such I try to avoid posting them and the every day stuff that is my life. I don't find my life terribly exciting, nor do I really believe that people do. And the exciting bits are only really exciting to me and those around me at the time.
I'm really just posting this in a form of explaination for my current mood. For those of you who don't know, I've been dating a wonderfully amazing girl named Jenni Faithful. We met over Easter Break and I've been the happiest I've ever been during the almost four months that followed since April 15. We fell in love, that wonderfully dizzy amazing love that I will allways have for her. However, she is gone now. She left for a wedding today, and by the time she gets back from said wedding I'll be in Charleston, and then She'll be in Peru. For four months. And I won't be able to see her. I know that's kind of self explainatory, but, bear with me.
So, if you see me, and I'm not my perky, exuberantly happy self, it's because I'm really missing her. I'm going to try to not be like that, but It's hard. I'm not going to say that none of you understand, because I'm sure some of you do. So if I say that, I don't really mean it. I'm just upset. And if I snap at anyone, I'm really not angry at them, just my situation. So, please, Forgive me if I falter.
I love you Jenni. Allways and forever.
I know I don't post much on this thing, and if I do, while it may be deep and thought provoking, I don't think I've had a truely personal emotional posting in a very long time. I just don't do them. I don't really feel like this is the best medium for those emotions and as such I try to avoid posting them and the every day stuff that is my life. I don't find my life terribly exciting, nor do I really believe that people do. And the exciting bits are only really exciting to me and those around me at the time.
I'm really just posting this in a form of explaination for my current mood. For those of you who don't know, I've been dating a wonderfully amazing girl named Jenni Faithful. We met over Easter Break and I've been the happiest I've ever been during the almost four months that followed since April 15. We fell in love, that wonderfully dizzy amazing love that I will allways have for her. However, she is gone now. She left for a wedding today, and by the time she gets back from said wedding I'll be in Charleston, and then She'll be in Peru. For four months. And I won't be able to see her. I know that's kind of self explainatory, but, bear with me.
So, if you see me, and I'm not my perky, exuberantly happy self, it's because I'm really missing her. I'm going to try to not be like that, but It's hard. I'm not going to say that none of you understand, because I'm sure some of you do. So if I say that, I don't really mean it. I'm just upset. And if I snap at anyone, I'm really not angry at them, just my situation. So, please, Forgive me if I falter.
I love you Jenni. Allways and forever.