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well i havent updated in forever, once again. i ususally only update when i have something to say... blah
life sucks kinda right now im with jt now and he gets mad when me and john hang out because he thinks that me and john are doing something even though we are just friends. this girl hannah tells him shit like hes over at my house when hes really not then jt gets all mad and dosent believe me. it really sucks. he gets in these moods where he just ignores me and it really fucking sucks. i have to be really careful what i say or do other wise he gets mad or says im grose (cant spell) or something else. i guess i shouldnt complain because im the one who puts up with it. all these people tell me all these things that he does and i cant confront him about any of them because we cant actually have a conversation about serious things, unless somethings bothering him first and then i have to tell him everything thats bothering me in order to hear one thing thats bothering him. oh well fuck it!!
i saw rene at the hays game i went to. i havent seen him in forever!! it was pretty awesome i introduced him to jt, yeah i dont know. it was pretty cool seeing him though because he looks so diffrent and i havent seen him in forever, but i was suppose to call him back 500 years ago and i never did, but then again i never call anybody back. SORRY EVERYBODY!! i will try to call you back one of these years.
once again i fucked up my knee but this time its pretty bad because i cant walk on it and my mom refuses to take me to the doctor she just wants to drown me with thousands of drugs.
cruiserweight is suppose to come and i still havent seen them so im going to try to go seem them with paul when they come.
ive been listening to too much rap lately because i lost all my cds. i think i already packed them since were moving. shuckso
ive been really stressed lately with all the moving and stuff since i have to pack the whole house all by myself and find a way to move it all, all by myself so it fucking sucks.
man this is a bitch entry
nothing to say im in a shitty mood.
i love you
life sucks kinda right now im with jt now and he gets mad when me and john hang out because he thinks that me and john are doing something even though we are just friends. this girl hannah tells him shit like hes over at my house when hes really not then jt gets all mad and dosent believe me. it really sucks. he gets in these moods where he just ignores me and it really fucking sucks. i have to be really careful what i say or do other wise he gets mad or says im grose (cant spell) or something else. i guess i shouldnt complain because im the one who puts up with it. all these people tell me all these things that he does and i cant confront him about any of them because we cant actually have a conversation about serious things, unless somethings bothering him first and then i have to tell him everything thats bothering me in order to hear one thing thats bothering him. oh well fuck it!!
i saw rene at the hays game i went to. i havent seen him in forever!! it was pretty awesome i introduced him to jt, yeah i dont know. it was pretty cool seeing him though because he looks so diffrent and i havent seen him in forever, but i was suppose to call him back 500 years ago and i never did, but then again i never call anybody back. SORRY EVERYBODY!! i will try to call you back one of these years.
once again i fucked up my knee but this time its pretty bad because i cant walk on it and my mom refuses to take me to the doctor she just wants to drown me with thousands of drugs.
cruiserweight is suppose to come and i still havent seen them so im going to try to go seem them with paul when they come.
ive been listening to too much rap lately because i lost all my cds. i think i already packed them since were moving. shuckso
ive been really stressed lately with all the moving and stuff since i have to pack the whole house all by myself and find a way to move it all, all by myself so it fucking sucks.
man this is a bitch entry
nothing to say im in a shitty mood.
i love you