Aug 18, 2004 00:38
It's offical I now live on my own. Ever since I moved out of my parents house, i've never felt so alone in my life. There's noone to talk to, hold, love... Im in dier need of someone. Recently I was cheated on by my girlfriend of over a year (on and off) while on was on vacation a couple weeks ago. I havent seen her since I left. I don't understand when someone "loved" you can just cut it off like that, never see you again. Its so fucking painful thinking about it. I need to feel needed / wanted again more then anything. For me its hard to find new girls, since im so fucking quite. I can't help it. Wouldent it be great if they pulled the first move and all. I guess im just a pussy.
Tonight I was at the Projekt Revolution concert with Linkin Park, Korn, Snoop Dog, The used and others. I had alot of fun. During that time I forgot about all my troubles and felt..happy. It was fucking great.
If anyone wants to chill please please, call me. I usally work mon, wed, thur, sun 4-10.