Finally
Finally i had the talk today with Ryan, and i was like gonna cry, but i didnt, im proud of myself, but the only reason i didnt cry was cuz i wrote down the stuff on the notecards so that he could read them, so it was cool, and he was like, i totally understand, and he helped me, and now we're gonna figure out a schedule and regiment to make everything better so that i can get fitter, physically and emotionally, so that's cool, and i didnt miss Seleny's speech, so that was ok, but his speech made me sad, cuz what he said was true, which made me sad, like the last part made me sad i mean, so it was sad, and today i had an early dismissal at 10, so kenny was like, oh but u cant miss the speech, cuz he thought i would have to, but then fleming came in, and he was like, argh, why are u missing, and i was like for personal reason, and u coudl see my eyes tear up, and he was like, argh, i hope ur not skipping, which was totally uncalled for, but Kenny was cool, cuz he sensed that i had a reallllly good reason and defended me, and when felmming left, he was like, ill totally back u up if u run into fleming, so he's cool, that made me happy, but the talk with Ryan made me even happier cuz it turned out as i would have hoped, so im really happy about that, and the pizza partee was cool, we ordered 8 pizzas and 5 were eaten at lunch, then someone came and ate another one after skool, so i have 2 left, well actually my family ate one, so i have one cheese left and 2 pepperonni pieces left, so its cool, and come pple might come over to eat more of it, so it was a succes, and oooh oooh, im going to finish my AnF and Hollister apps so that i can turn them in today, im sooooo excited!, i so wanna get one of those jobs, if i dont, i will me very angry, its like applying to colleges again, AnF and Hollister are my stanfords, but i hope they dont defer me and accept me later, oooh oooh, if they accept me later, that means stanford will accept me alter, lol, i hope so...but anyways, i have to drive to wichita falls all by myself tonite, so it sucks, well hmm i guess ill jsut have to win the tourney then, well ok bye now, ill do hollister and AnF and get those jobs if its the last thing i do, cuz i could shop there everyday, and plus work there, so bye now