I'm done with this
Title : I'm done with this
Pairing : Kyuwook
Genre : Angst (I dunno)
Rating : NC-17 (just to be safe)
Warnings : mentioned of sex, toys and suicide
Summary : Ryeowook got tired from Kyuhyun.
A/N : credit for leunah23 => thanks for always beta my fic unni ^ ^
“Cho Kyuhyun...” I looked at the sleeping figure beside me.
“How long has it been?”
I chuckled at my own question… it’s not really important for him to answer that because I still can remember how long has it been. One and a half years… it’s been one and a half.
“We’ve done so much this year… don’t you think?” my voice is barely a whisper. I think Kyu can’t hear that too.
“Now… it’s time for me to be free…” I lowered my head and whispered it to him.
Most of our time together was spent having sex… I think there’s no place left in school where we hadn’t tried it… the school’s toilet, gym, classroom, roof, swimming pool, and other places… no… not only in school…we lived in different places but we’ve done it everywhere. His place or mine… yes, we mostly did it on the bed, the bathroom as the second choice, the kitchen and living room as the last. Fascinating isn’t it?
Not for me…
As far as I can remember, he taught me many styles… just name it… doggy style, spoon, missionary, sitting position or me riding him and another position that I didn’t want to mention one by one… hmph, I really want to laugh at that. I used to see it only in porn movies but when I met him, he gave me the “practicals”. Should I thank him? I don’t think so…
“You made me suffer Kyu… you know that?” I looked at the man while I was saying that.
He thought me more. I still have it… all the toys that he used at me.
Cock ring with many types and uhmmm… I didn’t know its name but he used it at my balls. There was also this thing that he inserted in my cock. It hurt so much. He also has these things… the vibrator and… I don’t know the name… was it called a butt plug? Mostly, he made me use the vibrator and he made me use it when we’re going to school. He told me he wanted me to be ready wherever he wanted to fuck me but I know that, he was just happy to see me suffer.
Everyone always said that there is this thin line between love and hate. I used to deny that always. There’s no way people could fall in love with each other if they hate each other. Now, I can prove that it’s the truth.
I hate Cho Kyuhyun… but in the same time, I love him too. But, I didn’t know whether I’m too tired or my hate filled me more than my love for him, but I had enough… I didn’t want it if he’s just using me like this…
“Will you ever be tired of me Kyu?” I asked that to the man beside me, I waited for quite some time but he’s not answering… he was still sleeping.
“How come you manage to be as tight as a virgin Wookie? But it’s good though... You’re body’s been made only for me, so it’s what I want… and I won’t be tired of this” I chuckled. How can I forgot he was once said that to me?
“Won’t get tired of me, huh? Was my body really that good?” I was disgusted at that. I can still remember until now. He said it with a smirk on his face.
“Wookie hyung, you have to read this after we’re done” I remembered when he said that. He left a letter on the table. It’s not that I’m that curious, but I decided to get off the bed and I walked to the table. I found the letter. It was just a simple letter, its plain white without any other color. I opened it and I started to read. It didn’t take a long time to finish the letter.
I started to laugh as soon as I finished it. It’s just way too funny.
I started to walk back to the bed. I sat beside the sleeping man. I still can’t stop laughing, so yeah I laughed… laughing beside Kyu.
“It’s stupid… really stupid…” I said. I took the knife under the pillow and I cut my wrist. It hurts… but the pain in my heart is greater than that. I took Kyu’s hand and slept on it. I buried my face on his chest.
“Now Kyu…”
Dear Wookie hyung,
Hyung, you know that I have never been a good talker, don’t you? That’s why I decided to write this. I just wanna say sorry for everything I’ve done. I hurt you… so bad… but hyung, I never ever wanted to hurt you like that. I know that it’s the wrong way to show you how much I love you… yeah, I love you hyung… so much…
So actually, this is a love letter that’s not romantic at all. You can blame me for this. I just hope, after you read this, we can change… change to have a better relationship. I love you…
Kyu
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STUDENTS FROM FAMOUS HIGH SCHOOL FOUND DEAD
Tuesday (5/5), Kim Ryeowook (19) and Cho Kyuhyun (18),two students from a famous high school were found dead. Police said, Ryeowook committed suicide after killing his friend Kyuhyun. Ryeowook killed the other boy by stabbing his heart while Ryeowook himself……