Lets cause a scene;; its what lovers do.
today was sucha blurr. i realized i have two drug addictions. one to adderal and the other to bendryll. today i had biology. it made me seriously uncomfortable. i wish i had mr wright again. i wonder if he remembers me. its only 6:52 and it feels like midnight. i dont feel good. i feel just awful. about a month ago i couldnt have been better. but now its all down hill. the truth is i have problems. i try to cover them up. but i do, i have problems. not even what you'd think. i am jealous of the middle schoolers. we should have started a fire while we had the chance. oh how i wish i could go back. i hate time. i hate life. && right now im not enjoying being me. ♥