she flies to a place where she's loved ♥
I hate this.
I always have.
I was okay for a while.
I thought you might like to now.
I guess I'm back now.
I don't like returning to the old me.
The depressed me
The unhappy me
The not satisfied me
The confused me
THE LONELY Me
I'm back.
I hate trying my hardest and nobody notices
I hate trying to be friends
I hate trying to be excepted
I hate disappionting people
&& lately thats all im capible of.
I hate this.
Why cant i just live
&& just die like everyone else can
Why does my life have to have all these emotions
I USED TO THINK I WAS SPECIAL;; THAT I HAD A GIFT
AND NOW IM STARTING TO BELIEVE THATS THE ONLY THING DIFFERNT ABOUT ME is that i need help.
more than anyone. i cry a lot. i cant just push on. why why why. i hate knowing that theres something wrong with me and i hate knowing that i have a problem. i want to be normal. i dont want all this.
some people dont know how luck they fucking are. they are just so lucky. luck luck luck. he isnt my friend truthfully he never has been, i dont think hell ever feel the way about me he feels about everyone else. i guess hell just leave me alone. luck, what a fucking jackass.
I always have.
I was okay for a while.
I thought you might like to now.
I guess I'm back now.
I don't like returning to the old me.
The depressed me
The unhappy me
The not satisfied me
The confused me
THE LONELY Me
I'm back.
I hate trying my hardest and nobody notices
I hate trying to be friends
I hate trying to be excepted
I hate disappionting people
&& lately thats all im capible of.
I hate this.
Why cant i just live
&& just die like everyone else can
Why does my life have to have all these emotions
I USED TO THINK I WAS SPECIAL;; THAT I HAD A GIFT
AND NOW IM STARTING TO BELIEVE THATS THE ONLY THING DIFFERNT ABOUT ME is that i need help.
more than anyone. i cry a lot. i cant just push on. why why why. i hate knowing that theres something wrong with me and i hate knowing that i have a problem. i want to be normal. i dont want all this.
some people dont know how luck they fucking are. they are just so lucky. luck luck luck. he isnt my friend truthfully he never has been, i dont think hell ever feel the way about me he feels about everyone else. i guess hell just leave me alone. luck, what a fucking jackass.