every piece you see is bruised.

[shaniqua09]

Ive always poked fun at the girl that had exactly what they wanted but wasnt satisfied anyway. I always laughed at the girl that was sad she had to choose between two boys. I never realized how complicated emotions can be. And now im left and I feel all alone. Ive dont think ive ever been as unhappy as I am right now. I mean Ive been sad, but this is a different sad. This is a helplessness sad. This is a sad that i cant cry myself through. i cant bring myself to cry. I am all alone in a crowded room. I feel so damn alone. I feel like Ill never have what I want. I dont even know what I want. I feel so damn left out. I cant stand it. I really thought things would be different this time but I hate knowing I was wrong. I was wrong. So god danm fucking wrong. Boy, please dont hurt me. Please?

sometimes prefection can be; it can be perfect hell.