PROJECT DESPERATION
IM JUST SO DESPERATE AND SO DAMN JEALOUS. REMIND ME FROM NOW ON. TO BE A SLUT && BE OUT GOING && TO BE A LOSER && PRETEND I AM BEING MYSELF. I NEED ATTETION. I NEED TO BE HAPPY. && ITS NOT LIKE I HAVENT TRIED.
IF I TRY TO TALK YOU OUT OF IT WHEN YOU ASK ME
PLZ DONT LET ME LIE.
IM LYING.
IM NOT OKAY.
DONT BELIEVE ME, MY SMILE, OR MY WORDS. THEY ARE JUST WHAT I WISH WAS REALITY NO THE REAL ME.
Im just so jealous of her; So upset with them; So mad at myself. So mad at myself.
Just remind me to be a slut okayy?
IF I TRY TO TALK YOU OUT OF IT WHEN YOU ASK ME
PLZ DONT LET ME LIE.
IM LYING.
IM NOT OKAY.
DONT BELIEVE ME, MY SMILE, OR MY WORDS. THEY ARE JUST WHAT I WISH WAS REALITY NO THE REAL ME.
Im just so jealous of her; So upset with them; So mad at myself. So mad at myself.
Just remind me to be a slut okayy?