Mar 23, 2005 23:11
Ok well back in standish, kinda nice.. things are slow at night but they always seem to pickup early in the morning. Right now iv just completed some nice letters to a facility to which i have to inspect, but other then that im wired up and i cant think of much else todo well except write about what really irritates the crap out of me.
~WHAT PISSES SHANE OFF!~
(note this list is subject to change at any time)
1. People who lie!
2. being bored
3. SPOILED PEOPLE, that type that has no value for what they have cause they have never worked a hard day in their life for anything.
4. people that whine all the time
5. Making plans only to have them cancelled or changed repeatidly
6. always hearing the same old bull shit, the same dry lines that you have before. "your wonderfull, its me" (dont they ever change?)
7. No matter how hard you try you can never please
8. Being Lied too.
9. Having your heart broken
10. Being a nice person, only to have it bite you in the ass in the end. (always)
11. Lonleyness
12. Women
13. Stupid people
14. Inmature people
15. Being called somthing your not... people always building you up beyond your abilities, expecting more then what you can offer.
16. Dating
17. One sided people, the type that YOU have to DO EVERYTHING to maintain a friendship or even a relationship.
18. SNOW!!!
19. Not being able to comprehend why people do the things they do?
20. Listening to peoples problems, listening to them bitch and moan about so much pathetic materialistic bull shit it makes you sick to even think of it. How they want this, or wish they had that, how they Waste away their lives dwelling on money, on social power, on materialistic crap that will not better their situation nor hinder it. Knowing deep inside you watch these assholes talk up their game, but yet in countries far beyond the U.S. kids would be overjoyed to have a fraction of what we have. And yet we still complain that we have a hard life.
21. The MOST ANNOYING THING EVER!!! IS WASTING MY TIME!!! Situations that WASTE MY TIME! people that WASTE MY TIME... put that in where you want it, if you think you have wasted my time, then odds are you probably have. Dating,Friendships,Work,School... you take your pick... If it never worked out in the end then why was it worth your wild? how is it that every gal Ive meet, always come out with the same bull shit of "we need to cheerish the time we spent together" or "we had fun, and thats what counts". SO WHATS IS THE BREAK UP?? A BALL OF JOY and a shit full of fun... SCREW THAT!! If you think that is fun then your twisted in the nawgin!
Thus it remains that i hate dating and shall stay to strictly a one nigth standerd.... As my roomie would say... Go with the postmaster code... "lick em stick em and send them on their way. Or as i prefer... the military slang for ... "Its a Spec. Ops. job, Get in, Get out, and dont stick around for the fireworks." No more of this nice gentleman shane, no more of this retarded act of getting attached to somthing, just have your fun and move on.. no more comitments and further more, no more hurt feelings.
ahh so refreshed... i love to just burst out... i really gotta work on that anger thing... ohhy its a killer lol.... build up all these emotions and anger an ba BOOM ... eventually it errupts.. idk. dealing with stupid people much to often, i think i should just do what i did the past years of my life, become an anti-socialist. Socilization is false anyways, life can live without socialization. I know i can.
Later
Shane