And When I See You (I Really See You Upside Down)
Title: And When I See You (I Really See You Upside Down)
Summary: Stanford has the flu. And now so does Sam's apartment.
Wordcount: 9,463
Author's Note: Jess Lives-verse, which I have decided to call THREEVERSE because it sounds like free verse and I like that. I beat up Dean a little again! But he doesn't get the flu, and also this turned out ( Read more... )
Summary: Stanford has the flu. And now so does Sam's apartment.
Wordcount: 9,463
Author's Note: Jess Lives-verse, which I have decided to call THREEVERSE because it sounds like free verse and I like that. I beat up Dean a little again! But he doesn't get the flu, and also this turned out ( Read more... )
I love Sam making the baby dinosaur noises, all the conversations EVER, the way Jess hides behind Sam while screaming at the TV during horror stories (I agree with Dean, the sheer entertainment value she could provide on a simple hunt would be some of the funniest shit ever), and then there's some phrases in the story that I just loved to pieces:
this girl is the sun and the moon and a whole damn militia is so perfect.
Jess and Sam have been a foregone conclusion since the day Jess smiled at him after almost killing him at the coffee shop. I just can't help but smile over that one.
And then there was this section:
Jess smiles at him and calls him "Mr. Bitchcester," and it's so easy to forget that those smiles and that nickname did not used to be his.
It's easy to forget that his Dad, quiver-worried about Sam, rumble-angry about hospitals, is supposed to be his real life.
The thing is that this would be so much easier if Dean didn't love him so much.
But the thing is that the loves of his damn life are playing fucking scrabble in there when Sam's half an hour on a tube.
Sam was right (and isn't he fucking always). It's so easy to forget to be unhappy.
Maybe it's time he stops pretending it isn't. I love this so much. Dean's thoughts rarely center on himself in any way (except maybe as an afterthought or as a connection to Sam) so this section where he's realizing that happiness isn't so impossible just makes me tear up. Sam has been his whole world and not only does Jess just fit perfectly into their tiny group, but his whole world does not have to fit hunting into things the way John has been insisting it does. It isn't everything. Everything is the people he loves.
Your stories always brighten my days. Please don't stop <3
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