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shangrilada

So Many Different Sammys to Call Home

Jan 05, 2012 02:24

Title: So Many Different Sammys to Call Home
Summary: Dean gets weird when Sam isn't okay. Sometimes he does stupid things. It's the Season 2 finale.
Warnings/Spoilers: Through season 2, cool?
Wordcount: 6,115
Author's Note: Sammyverse, title is from Death Cab's "You are a Tourist." This obviously comes just before One Hundred Percent Pure Sam, with ( Read more... )

sammyverse, dean pov, angst:high, 2.22, supernatural fic, h/c, asthma, so many different sammys to call home

Comments 37

marziebarz January 5 2012, 08:37:39 UTC

I....this is beautiful. I am almost speechless. I don't think I can say anything that will do this story justice, not really. I definitely cried my way through it though, and am still crying, just like I do with the freaking episodes from the moment Sam falls to his knees. Just...this is beautiful and I don't have the words for how perfect it is and how it's making me feel. It's simply beautiful.

shangrilada January 5 2012, 08:39:07 UTC

oh, god, wow. thank you so much.

it's one of my favorite episodes, so i was psyched to finally get the balls to write it.

marziebarz January 5 2012, 08:50:46 UTC

You did an awesome job. Half the reason I was (still am kinda) crying so hard is because I could picture everything that was happening. So I was reading it and then I could see it in my head and it was just...that's how powerful this story was for me. And all the little things you changed, the scarf and the inhaler and Dean himself, they were amazing, and then Dean was drunk and talking to Sam and I was gone. I had to stop to get myself under control =P and then I gave up on control and just sobbed my way through the rest of the story. Its an amazing addition to an already great 'verse.

shangrilada January 5 2012, 08:51:31 UTC

oh, god. that is such a compliment. thank you so much.

glimmerella January 5 2012, 12:25:03 UTC

"Holy shit," he whispers. "What do I do with all this fucking love now? Where does it fucking go?"

My heart! You damn near killed me here.

shangrilada January 5 2012, 21:57:13 UTC

glimmerella January 5 2012, 12:30:05 UTC

"I'm in love with living because you're here, you know?"

Aw, hell, it was even better the second time through.

shangrilada January 5 2012, 21:57:33 UTC

oh, wow, thank you thank you thank you.

brosedshield January 5 2012, 15:35:04 UTC

OH MY HEART.

Can I make that font bigger?

OH MY FUCKING BREAKING HEART

I do not have words to express what I'm feeling right now, so I'm just going to have to point out the things that are making me feel, and then hopefully you will be able to draw the correct inferences.

Kisses because they're dying.

Sight.

Love.

BOYS.

Dean seeing every age in Sam.

THEM BEING HONEST TO EACH OTHER AND Dean realized immediately that he's screwed Sam just as much as he is screwed, but at least not promising not to try to get out of the deal because that's part of what sucked so hard in S3 and I love you and these boys so much there are no words for the pain and which they instill in me.

That is not the end of my thoughts and emotions, not by a long shot, but it's the best that I can do at the moment.

shangrilada January 5 2012, 21:58:26 UTC

YOU ARE SO LOVELY.

making them talk to each other = my favorite thing about writing this verse. I just plunk them down in front of each other and type words.

counteragent January 5 2012, 16:08:12 UTC

Delicious! The begging killed me.

shangrilada January 5 2012, 21:58:58 UTC

thanks!

I already had the whole deal summarized in One Hundred Percent Pure Sam, so I just had to go back and make it happen.