my scars remind me that the past is real
everyones 'look back over 2004' lists are actually quite depressing. it's great that they all had such a great year, i'm just jealous that mine was so terrible. 2004 is not worth reporting to everyone over the internet. if you know me, you know how bad this year was for me. but i'm hoping that 2005 will give me a glimmer of real happiness. cross your fingers for me.