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I've been working 10-4 Mon-Fri & so far its the perfect balance for me between freedom and free time & dependable structure. Anxiety is still getting at me during the day especially when i feel that i have unfinished business in my studio at home, but at least the workdays go fast and i still have good energy when i get home. I've been staying up alot later too which makes me feel like a better person.
and i can't say i'm high on life, because my moods have beeing swinging like mad, but i still feel ok about my scheduling situation (and it is a s.i.t.u.a.t.i.o.n.)
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Upon waking the sun was rising. I put on my sunglasses and faced the world. The wide world was waiting. And I was sunny.
And prepared.
It was a new day away from dream, most dreams go away. My car is fast. I thought i would never get there. To work - I always go to work. But excited this time because the awaken work had never seemed so fabulous. And I was wealthy.
Stopping for coffee. Hot coffee awakens the mind and soul. Remember that? No I think it was beer? These are the thoughts.
Anyway what a joy to be alive... right! I forgot all about last night. Dinner time is always a time for eating, but I forgot that. I forgot all about that. And I looked forward. I was driving.
I was driving real good.
and i can't say i'm high on life, because my moods have beeing swinging like mad, but i still feel ok about my scheduling situation (and it is a s.i.t.u.a.t.i.o.n.)
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Upon waking the sun was rising. I put on my sunglasses and faced the world. The wide world was waiting. And I was sunny.
And prepared.
It was a new day away from dream, most dreams go away. My car is fast. I thought i would never get there. To work - I always go to work. But excited this time because the awaken work had never seemed so fabulous. And I was wealthy.
Stopping for coffee. Hot coffee awakens the mind and soul. Remember that? No I think it was beer? These are the thoughts.
Anyway what a joy to be alive... right! I forgot all about last night. Dinner time is always a time for eating, but I forgot that. I forgot all about that. And I looked forward. I was driving.
I was driving real good.