Oct 08, 2004 10:38
Wow.. people commented on my last entry and they cared... thanks :). Seriously, it sounds stupid, but little comments like that can totally make my day. Just knowing that someone, anyone out there cares. It's nice.
Maybe I'll start writing here more. I've always kept my "real" journals in notebooks, because I hate just typing stuff sometimes, it loses it's character, its emotion, so it becomes somehow less real.
I haven't really been doing all that much lately. I think I'm going to try and find a job, because I can't live like this anymore... the going tos leep at 4 am, the waking up at 4 pm, eating ramen noodles everyday, and generally not leaving the house unless Cyd (or one of my other friends who haven't abandoned me at this point) drags me out to do something. So maybe Shane will be employed, who knows. Or maybe, Shane will finally get a contract with a small recording company and be able to finally put out a CD. Yeah, whatever. I think, realistically, this band isn't going anywhere... and I'm kind of okay with that.